Comfort gaming

It has been almost a week since I went up to the maximum dose of my meds. I must admit I am still apprehensive but not as much as I was before I started. No ill effects yet but I think it is too early for either good or bad. For now, though, I am going to continue and at least give these a few months. Maybe six. If I do not feel better or at least a lot better than I do now, then I may just decide that medication is just not working for me.

Not much else to say today except I feel I need to write something more regularly. If not for any other reason than just to have something to look back on. Something to see how my mental state was over time. So, these entries may be short, but I will write endeavour to write them no matter how low or high I am.

In other news I have jumped back into Starfield. I started again with a new character, but I am regretting deleting the save I 100% the game with. This time though, I am just going to take it slow. I enjoy the game, it feels comforting to me, which is hard to explain. Something about the universe and the setting calms me. I know there is a lot of negative sentiment around the game, but I like it. This is why I rarely take reviews at face value. The game was broken quite a bit more at launch than it is now but to me it is just the Bethesda charm. Not that I don’t want them to do better in the future though!