A month in

It is a month to the day that I started the new medication and a little over a month since the “event.” I think I have made progress. The very fact I am still here is testament to that, I guess. However, I still felt before I had the doctors review today that I am not quite on the right dose. I...

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Early days

It is almost the second week of the new medication and so far, I am preferring it to others I have tried. It is still a little early to have a full judgement, however. I think it will be quite some time until I have a full picture, but early indications are that they are better. Not perfect but...

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The crossroads

It turns out my previous post about a sense of impending doom could not have been closer to the truth. Shortly after writing that my mental health plummeted. As usual however you may not have noticed on the outside as I continued to work. However, as soon as I finished work, I was exhausted and...

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Overthinking and sense of impending doom

This post is likely going to get a little dark but I have read in multiple places that the act of simply writing things down helps to lift some of the darkness. I have experienced that effect too on occasion so with that in mind please be warned. Last night my mood dipped quite a lot. Nothing...

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Fresh start

I thought it was time for a fresh start so I completely reset the site so I can use it as a blank canvas. For the majority of the time this will be a personal blogging site. However, over time, I will be adding sections showcasing projects I have been working on, reviews and information I find...

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