Admissions and the future

It is that time of the year where the resolutions come out. Yes, it is cliche, but I think I need to use this as a fresh start for me. It is just seems right to my brain. Although I do not have a definitive list in mind I do have a somewhat list of objectives for the year in my mind. As seems to be recurring theme for me, the Christmas period brings me down mentally. I cannot put my finger on any one reason for this though. Let's just say it is a combination of things from my…

Winding down and looking ahead

I'm feeling a little tired as the year draws to a close. I'm ready for a break and I'm certain I'm not alone. I'm looking forward to having some down time to recharge my batteries. On the flip side of that I want to organise my time outside of work a bit more. I know that doesn't sound very relaxing, but it does help me focus. My mind jumps from thing I would like to do to another too fast sometimes, so I am thinking of listing everything I would like to do or achieve whether it is short or…

Feeling good

After days of sorting, I finally found some time to enjoy the new setup for gaming. Spent some time setting up and then cruising around using the wheel. The seating setup is not 100% there but it worked well enough. Everything is in easy reach so I can more easily jump in going forward. The switch is also set up in there too (had to dust it off it has been so long) so I'll be diving make into some Nintendo gaming too. A nice chill room is just what I needed, I think. This may not seem like much,…

Making progress after a small setback

Sadly, after having a good couple of days my mind decided, it was time to plunge back down again. It is so frustrating. I did manage to progress on things I planned to but not as fast as I want so I will take that as a small victory. I do feel like I am coping better with these troughs though. Not perfectly but at least managing them. I even managed to keep up my walking schedule. Fitbit, however, has informed me today that I am overtraining. Seems a little shocking to me but it is an indicator of how…

I have emerged… again.

Wow it has been quite a long time since I posted. It is funny and a little disturbing how fast time can slip by. Do you ever get that what I think may be called decision paralysis? Not sure if that is the right term or even if it is a real term. However, the best way I can describe it is when you have some free time, and you want to make the most of it. You want to maximise the efficiency of the time and go through all the things you want to achieve only to get locked…