It has been a little while since I posted. The slump lasted longer than I had hoped. I saved almost all my energy just to keep doing my day-to-day responsibilities and had to put things like this site to the side. It is not ideal but sometimes I go into a kind of “survival mode” as some people refer to it as.
Anyway, it is the start of a three-day weekend so plenty of time to recharge and having a bit of a lay in already helped a bit. I think I’ll take today just to chill a bit. I will do some cleaning as having some clutter around and stuff doesn’t help my mood. Once it is nice and fresh that will boost me. I’ll also push myself to go out for a walk later while the sun is out. I hate the way I look and always think people are judging me although most people probably just go about their business in their own world with their own problems. Maybe one day I’ll get past that feeling. It does a take a lot of energy for me to just go outside and I know that is not a good thing.
Tomorrow I will be back on projects and work I would have liked to have made more progress on than I have but that is the way it goes for someone with my illness sometimes.
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You should never worry about what you look like to other people . Beauty is only skin deep and fades with time .you are beautiful inside and out .its not what you look like that’s important it’s how you are as a person. I hate you feeling like this .Live your life for yourself not for others . Love you loads mam xx